Thursday, July 13, 2006

hold on, i think i have change

fear boils in my face as red as the blood in my veins
as i come face to face with the pivotal pick
that's awaited my choosing since
i've had the choice to run my life
and suddenly my mind is running from
making the choice
of change or change

and i know i'll change
either way
so why not stay
and fight for the fall
that's been calling my name
all my life

why not stay
in two places at once
and forge fear into
friendly findings inside of myself
romantic runaways with my hearts companion
why not stay and take a chance
on all of the changing
that challenges the child in me
to grow

the brooding fears
can't run through my blood
like the smallest spirits run
from the thought of love
hoping only to get away
without experiencing pain

i'd like to wear red someday
that shows stenght not severs
i'd like to really wear it

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