I'm Searching

Rigorously.

Somewhat Relentlessly.

(It's 1:35am and I have a paper to write but instead I've been reading a book Brian lent me entitled "non-Christian religions from A-Z". This is my priority right now. It has to be or it won't get done.)

So I'm exploring all of the options. My devout roommate's opinions, my agnostic Philosophy professor, both new and old friends, history, the Unitarian church in D.C., what different religions view as God...and I'm just letting myself take it all in.

And I won't know what I believe for a while (or possibly EVER).

But even this much is more affirming than never searching.

And I'm glad I'm taking the risk, digging and delving into something that I never let myself explore in this way before. I'm proud of myself for actually reading the book, and listening to more than one person, and not letting myself automatically say, "yeah! that sounds great! me too!", but taking the time to think and question and ponder and feel my way through it all.

And perhaps I'll keep this blog updated with my different findings. We'll see. One never knows with me and my lack of consistent blogging. haha.

Love yall.